senseless self-pity by Allied.

[Allied]

I am bored. I am annoyed. I am tired. Who woulda thought smacking that guy would do this?

It's strange, I have been without work for about 2 weeks now, and already I am more tired and annoyed then i have been after a hard days work... I dont know...
Do human beings work to simply pass the time til we die, or is it a needed thing? Does a part of us DEMAND we work, to help the common good?

So, now i spend my days, getting up, doing the morning chores (they used to be the afternoon chores, but they keep me busy for a few hours, if i'm lucky.) then i look in the newspaper/internet for job openings, but nothing... so i get on my computer to kill the day and try again tomorrow...

there is little work in this country right now, and nobody needs a forklift operator (i did a seminar to get the permisson in the hopes of getting a new job) a secruity guard (i have a permit to carry firearms, and am trained in self defense, so that was my main job for the past year)...
so now i wait...



and wait...




and wait... and nothing happens.



I am going insane...

[ThugLuv]

Yeah i do know what you mean man, i think part of the human mind set wants us to work or at leased do physical activetys, i mean a lot of ritch people work, and not because they need the money, when you stop working and or being able to i think it may be when you start to die, when i was going to school evryday and gym i was tired but i had a lot of energy, On the other hand now i find i want to take days off and the more i take, and the less i do the more depressed you will get, i am not depressed now BTW just clearing that up ^_^ but yeah Deep shit relly

[Allied]

:cry: :sadwalk:

[ThugLuv]

lol, i sorta didnt mean it like it sounded it was more a *I know your pain* Than a *Now your starting to die* reply, well eny-way keep trying it will end, life will be better later than it has ever been :clown: :flex:

[bladedruid]

Allied i know what you mean man, my mom is also searching for work but she can't find any

[Vaulander]

Been there, done that, and I have a job I hate now, but at least it is something to do. Keeps the day organized, you know? Hang in there, it may take some time, but you will find a job. Took me over a month.
V.