sick fasionable love

[fivedollar]

SICK FASHIONABLE LOVE
by Gerard Aitken

would you dance a thousand deaths until eventually you win the heart of the one you love ?

would you end a thousand lives until eventually you lose your heart to the one you love ?

until what end of the infinite in your sick conquest of what you call love would you stop and reflect ?

along someday somewhere far away maybe in another time, another place, here and there you may stop and wait a moment and think upon what this all could mean

perhaps at the very end of it all you'll go back again and do it all over again until eventually it's all you will do

altho again at the end of all of this when time itself seems like a sickenly wasted resource of life you'll pause and reflect

would you then continue with your neverending everlasting path of pain and passion so blind,
so near the bottom of your deeply shallow well of poorly used wisdom ?

if the end was but a moment of postdeath nostalgia in your small never lived life would you sell your already broken and emptied soul to unlivingly exist again ?

[super mario]

after you finally get the girl you dump her in two months for another . because you've become a mack daddy and there's no stopping now. when you pull out those old tortured love letters of your awkward teenage years you wonder if anything valuable was lost during that transformation from lovelorn nerd to playa. probably, but...